Endless Stories ~

完结篇

2007-07-30T21:42:00.000+08:00

因为某种因素, 不得换个新的BLOG..

http://www.iversgee.blog.com

以后都不会在这里写了..拜拜

经一事,长几知 !

2007-07-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

今天在公司又被人"阴"了一回..唉..
ＭE--> ENGINEER　－－＞就是我
ＳＭ－－＞SENIOR　ＭＡＮＡＧＥＲ　－－＞　就是他！！
ＤＭ－－＞　ＤＩＶＩＳＩＯＮ　ＭＡＮＡＧＥＲ　　－－＞　我的大老板

ＭＥ：　嗨，　请问这个问题可以解决吗？
ＳＭ：　不可以，　很难．．
ＭＥ：　真的吗？要不要试试看？
ＳＭ：　不用，　浪费时间．．
ＭＥ：　好吧．．

ＤＭ：那个问题解决了吗？
ＭＥ：　没有，他说没办法．．
（ＤＭ　马上就把他叫了过来）
ＤＭ：　ＡＨＧＥＥ　说这问题没办法解决，　是吗？
ＳＭ：哦，　没有啊．．这个很容易的，　马上可以搞定．
（ＤＭ　看着我，　而我只能静静地，　没话说．．．）

无言以对，想不到我竟然被＂阴＂了，世途险恶．．难到是我没有去打小人吗？

** 做人就像是不停的一条跑道上奔跑. 有些人在第一级的比赛;有的人在第二级. 其实不管哪一级的比赛, 都有人关心地在观看, 所以即使没有可能登上奖台的参赛者,也要非常努力地跑, 这样的人生才会精彩. **

谁..?

2007-07-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

如果有人问你, 在你人生中, 对你影响最深的人是谁..你的答案会是什么呢?

3885..好怀念的一个车牌号码..你最爱的车..几年前叫你把它给卖掉, 你就是不肯..
哈哈..不知道现在还可以驾驶吗.

你, 从不求回报...
你, 从不斤斤计较...
你, 从不跟任何人提起你的感情生活...
你, 总是那么的乐观...

最近听你的声音, 总觉得你遇上了一些烦恼..感情生活吗? 我想是吧, 虽然你不说..
很少很看到你这个样子..你只说:" 小事, 小事, 解决了.."
每次都是你听我诉苦,分享我的问题, 而你从来都不愿意让任何人听你倾诉..
这, 就是你..

无论如何,谢谢你这些年来无私的教诲.

强而有力的手

2007-07-09T21:55:00.000+08:00

哈哈..昨晚从朋友家借来了一个哑铃..决心要练练手臂和手腕力!!

最近打羽球时手臂感觉到疼痛, 以往都不会这样..可能是最近对羽球更加有热诚的缘故吧...一个星期有时打上了三次..

为什么我会开始打羽球呢?? 哈哈..说起来也觉得好笑..
小学三年纪的时候,班级比赛..被体育老师点上名去参加..那时候我连球拍都没有!! 更别说球技有多厉害啦..结果呢??? 第一场比赛就对上了校队代表..被对手干到很痛快!!! 15 - 0 ?!!! 哈哈...好笨啦!!!
结果从那天起, 我决心努力练习了...表哥是国中代表,于是跟他学习了好一段时间...球技才开始有了进步...上了中学, 每个周末都和同学到SELAYANG MALL的羽球场去打球...现在呢, 每个周末也会和朋友到体育馆去玩玩..偶尔也会和同事们去TAMPINＥＳ　ＳＰＯＲＴＳ　ＣＯＭＰＬＥＸ打打．．

最近杀球后，　手臂都会痛，　朋友说是因为手臂的力不够，所以才会那样．．．
好吧，　那就练练手臂的力，　看看有没有好一些　：）

Ex-Coll

2007-07-07T15:29:00.000+08:00

Met an ex-colleague last weekend. A very talkative & friendly guy.
He is currently working as a sales assistant manager in Shanghai after left our company.
He told me sales is much more challenging than production line and customer is always the "King"..haha...

Actually i felt very suprise when he told me he is going to join sales ... Because he is kind of person that can screw people up easily when he feel you are talking nonsense. But now he got to learn how to make the customer happy in order to sell his product...haha.not matter how the customer behalf, nothing he can do other than "smile"and say.."yes sir ..".."okok..no problem.." such words... That's very challenging...And this is the main reason why I think I will never involve in Sales if there's a choice !! But who knows...right? I am just 26, who knows I might end up my career in Sales??! haha..

Getting bored in works...My lady boss had just delivered a baby girl...Now I am under another lady boss...Different boss, diffrent working style and of cause, different demand...Wish me luck !!

名利,权势

2007-06-18T21:00:00.000+08:00

人人常说, 每个人都有自己的人生目标.
今天,我问了自己, 我要达到的又是什么呢?

工作上,
有的人为了上位, 为了得到老板的赏识, 可以不择手段..从后面捅你几刀,中伤你..
有的人却为了钱, 忍辱偷生,被人无理地乱骂,也不吭一声. 他们会告诉你: "随便啦..骂骂还是钱照拿嘛..何必呢?"...晕啊!!!

第一种人, 为的是名和权势..
第二种人, 为的是利..
如果这都不是我要的, 那我要达到的又是什么呢?

我不知道...
对我来说, 只要对得起自己的良心, 我什么都可以做..

哈哈...知道为什么我想写这些吗?
最近,我想我是得罪了很多不同部门的老板, 从Section Manager到Manager再到Senior Manager...
不能说他们"废"..只能说他们想用权势来欺压我这个无名的Engineer..而偏偏我就是不理会他们..搞得他们好不爽..哈哈..我想我是不想干了!!

其实,基本上就是不爽他们没礼貌..以为是老板就可以为所欲为!!
幸好我的老板觉得我是有道理的,要不然我就真的要被炒鱿鱼咯!!哈哈...

可是, 就是看到有些人, 只要是老板的吩咐, 他们就做. 其他人的要他做的, 都不干!! @#$%^&*..狗屎!!!

我一定要处于"废"境中而"不废"..要不然就想那些人一样狗屎了...屎..你是一堆屎....

Joke of The Day:

Senior Manager: " I know audit cant help for any improvement, I just want to know how serious you take about your job !"

Engineer : "..........." (then...? what is the purpose for audit??hahah...joker le..")

Gonna Miss U

2007-06-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

My gal is flying off to United Stated tomorrow morning for about 2 weeks , company business trip.

Very worry about her safety as this is the first time she is travelling alone.
I will pray hard here, hopefully everything will be fine during this 2 weeks time.

一路顺风!!

Three Answers Most Scared By Men

2007-06-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

(Whatever)
Men: What to have for dinner?
Women: Whatever..
Men: Why not we have steamboat?
Women: Don't want la, eat steamboat later got pimples in my face
Men: Alright, why not we have Si Chuan cuisine
Women: Yesterday eat Si Chuan, today eat again?
Men: Hmm..... then I suggest we have seafood
Women: Seafood no good la, later I got diarrhea
Men: Then what you suggest?
Women : Whatever..

(Anything)
Men: So what should we do now?
Women: Anything
Men: How about watching a movie? Long time we havn't watch a movie
Women: Watching movie no good la, waste time only
Men: How about we go bowling, do some exercises?
Women: Exercise on such hot day? You not feel tired meh?
Men: Then find a caf?and have a drink
Women: Drinking coffee will affect my sleep
Men: Then what you suggest?
Women: Anything

(You decide)
Men: Then we just go home lo
Women: You decide
Men: Let's take a bus
Women: Bus is dirty and crowded. Don't want la
Men: Ok we will take taxi then
Women: Not worth it la... for such a short distance
Men: Alright, then we walk lo. Take a slow walk
Women: How to walk with empty stomach?
Men: Then what you suggest?
Women: You decide
Men: Let's have dinner first
Women: Whatever...
Men: Eat what?
Women: Anything
(Man looks around... no one here, gonna kill her....)

**
hahaha...a joke or a fact? it's depends on your point of view...
but to me...this definitely will drive the man mad if the he does not has 110% of patience..kekeke

Long time no see ...

2007-06-12T20:06:00.000+08:00

Has been stop blogging since quite sometimes ago...

No other reason, just because my stupid pc cant login to the blog website..
Dont ask my why...haha..because I myself also not sure what's wrong with it..May be need to format or change some setting..just too lazy to do so...Now using my gal 's pc to write

Life is still the same, nothing special..It could have some changes if I have accepted one of the job offer 1 month ago ..haha...and now I might enjoying my training in Germany..but too bad, the offer was being turned down due to some reason..

That's all for this time, hopefully can fix my stupid pc soon and able to write more again..
Take Care ~

久违了..

2006-12-11T23:21:00.000+08:00

最近体会了一句话...

"作为一个好的上司, 不但要想如何让自己做得好, 同时更要让你的下属也做得好, 这才是好!!"

现在这份工作, 最大的挑战是 : 我要如何让自己变得更好?

有时候, 被上司称赞也没什么感觉..
但是当我从别人口中听到我管理下的operators 或 supervisors说我是一个好engineer 的时候, 那种感觉才是最"爽",最有满足感的!!

周杰伦 - 退后

2006-10-05T22:54:00.000+08:00

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆
那笑容是傻气
你我的过去
被深深真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
存心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去

很多事情,都要尝试学着放手;
我选择了保留回忆,不甘心也得放手.
没有对错,也许是爱得不是时候..

回看昨天

2006-09-23T10:44:00.000+08:00

如果没有回头过..
不知道今天的我们又会是在哪里..

让人沉思的问题

2006-09-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

不久前, 一个朋友问了我一个很好的问题, 让我想了好久.
"这一两年来,我学到了什么..?"
为什么自己从来都没去想过这个问题呢?

或许,

感情上, 学会了珍惜和信任, 体会到失去的痛..

工作上, 学会了生存之道,
更学会了人与人之间的谈话的技巧,
同时也体会了一些人性的丑恶..

In Life, What Sometimes
Appears To Be The End
Is Really A New Beginning

Photo Sharing Session

2006-08-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

Tuk Tuk..

Brother Wedding Dinner,Hey Dudes, Thanks for coming

Very Nice Japanese Restaurant

aha...Too much different..

2006 Birthday Dinner at StarHill ^_^

当爱不再留念的时候

2006-08-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

当我知道你不再留念过去的爱戀时, 我的心痛了一下.

或许, 需要更多时间去忘记;
也或许, 再多的时间都不能忘怀;
那..又如何..?
终究, 是我选择了离开你? 还是,你不给机会我挽回..

其实, 我想一切都已经不再重要..

Article Sharing

2006-08-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

好久没有听到你诉苦。想必，又找到了归宿。下雪了，你，暖吗？
“Man can live 40 days without food, 3 days without water, 8 minutes without air, but only for 1 second without HOPE.”

To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE
給我單身朋友們
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But
愛就像一隻蝴蝶。越要追牠，卻越要逃避。
if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.
如果就隨牠自由的飛，牠會在你最不注意時飛向你。
Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when
you give it to someone who is really worth it.
愛使人快樂，卻常傷害人。但只有在你把愛給了一個真正值得付出的人時，是最珍貴
的。
So take your time and choose the best.
所以，花點時間去選擇最好的他/她吧

To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE
給我那不是單身的朋友們
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.'
愛不能使他/她成為一個'完美的人'
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can
be.
它卻可以使你找到一個幫你成長的他/她

To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
給我玩世不恭的朋友們
Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if
they aren't there.
如果你不在乎，不要說'我愛你'。如果他們不在時，不要討論自已的感受
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
不要涉足會使他人心碎的生活。
Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
說謊時，不要看著眼睛。
The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when
he doesn't intend to catch her fall. It works both ways...
最殘忍的事莫過於男人讓女人愛他，卻是逢場作戲。反之亦然…

To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED
給我已婚的朋友們
Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.'
不要老是說'這是你的錯'，何不說說'對不起'。
Not 'where are you', but 'I'm right here.'
不要老是問 '你去哪裡了'，何不說說'我就在這兒等著你'。
Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.'
不要老是問'你怎麼會這麼作？'，何不說說'我了解你'。
Not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'
不要老是說'我希望你這麼做'，何不說說'我感謝你的一切'。

To My Friends Who Are........ENGAGED
給我那已訂婚的朋友們
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together
but how good you are for each other.
要真正衡量包容心，
不是看在一起幾年了，而是要看彼此的敬愛

To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN
給我心碎的朋友們
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to
go.
心碎的時間和傷害的深度，完全取決於你自已。
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.
難的是，如何從中學習，而不是從傷痛中爬起。

To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
給我所有天真的朋友們
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent,
要如何戀愛？--就愛吧。不要欲言又止；要互相協調，不要太固執；
share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt
but never keep the pain.
要分享，且千萬不要有不公平；要了解，別命令；受傷後不要再記恨。

To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE
給我積極的朋友們
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else
看到你所愛的他/她和其他人很快樂使你心碎
but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
但知道你所愛的他/她是和你在一起不快樂，令人更加的傷心。

To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
給我害怕去承認的朋友們
Love hurts when you break up with someone.
當你和他/她分手時，愛受到傷害
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
當他/她和你分手時，更是傷痛
But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.
但傷害最深的是你所愛的他/她完全無法了解你的感受

To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON
給我那還在等待的朋友們
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to
find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted
years on someone who wasn't worth it.
人生最傷心的事，是你和他/她愛情長跑了多年，最後的結局卻不如所望。
If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years
from now.
如果他/她現在讓你覺得不值得付出，那麼一年，甚至十年後，都不會值得付出的。
Let him go.....
讓他/她走吧

TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......
給我所有的朋友們
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature,
never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and
unselfish.
我竭誠祝福你們愛著一個誠實、強壯、成熟、衷心、有衝勁、保護你、積極、值
得付出和無私的他/她。

Where're You..?

2006-08-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

Lost my wallet 2 days ago in Orchard road..sigh..what a bad day!!
Bought ticket to watch "My Super Ex-Girlfriend" at 110pm at Cineleisure, but end up went to police station to make lost report:(
Purely my own fault, left it in the wash room, but when I returned after 10 mins, it's gone..
Total loses about SG$500..sigh..well..money not really the main concern right now..all the lost documents that driving me mad..Need to waste time to re-apply everything..as you all known, the government department always long Qqqqqqq...especially in Malaysia :(

Summary of my loses:
[1] Malaysia IC & Driving License
[2] Singapore IC & Driving License
[3] ~ $150 taxi claim
[4] Malaysia Digi Sim Card
[5] Cash ~$100
[6] 2 ATM cards, 1 Credit card
[7] Wallet, It's gift from Pat :(
[8] 2 EZlink cards, about ~$50
[9] Have to apply few days leave to re-apply my IC & drivign license in both SG & Mal

Well..I am still waiting for someone kind to return all the important documents to me..though the chance is getting slim after days..

* Yesterday purposely went to Johor Bahru to make lost report.
But when met the malay police women, she told me nowadays report for lost of IC & driving is not requierd, all we need is just to re-apply !! Is that true???!! Is it Malaysia identification card really not important???!! or purely the malay women lazy to write the report for me?? which is the truth? Aih..

Just You & Me

2006-06-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

只想静一静

2006-06-05T22:10:00.000+08:00

或许生活过得太紧促..
已经好久没有好好静下来..想想下一步该走的路..

今晚, 我只想静下来..

NO TITLE

2006-05-24T22:03:00.000+08:00

"当你脑海突然想起一个很久很久没有想起人, 可能你真的忘记了他/她..放下了"

曾经对朋友说过这些话...

我想今天我可能我放下了..

二十五岁了

2006-05-14T23:46:00.000+08:00

当我完成这篇BLOG时, 今年的生日就将过去了, 又长大了一岁...

二十五岁的生日很过得特别...连同我大哥的喜宴, 母亲节一起庆祝..

大哥在十一号结婚了, 从此我家就多了大嫂 :)

五月十二号, "三人帮"好友和我提早庆祝生日. 我们在MEGA MALL 的LITTLEＰＥＮＡＮＧ吃午餐，　再到ＳＡＮ　FRANCISCO　ＣＯＦＦＥＥ　喝咖啡和吃了两片ＣＨＥＥＳE CAKE..哈哈..又是吃..她们两个也送了一件粉红色的ZARA T-SHIRT 给我...这还是我第一次拥有粉红色的衣服哦..
谢谢啦..

晚上, 就和PAT 与AHTHOO 到STARHILL 的YOGOYA 吃日本BUFFET..是的是的..又是吃..!! HAHA...一顿很丰富且很贵的晚餐..谢谢你那晚的安排..真的吃得很开心..
拍了一些照片..下次在放上来让大家看看吧...

那天, 没有很大的庆祝派对...可是对我来说已经很足够了..

现在是二零零六年五月十五日凌晨十二点零六分...这就过了我的二十五岁生日..

大马国家公园之游

2006-05-05T00:18:00.000+08:00

一个不错的经验..但是短期内应该不会再去了.哈哈..

" Jack & Didi "

" Me & Pat "

" 发生什么事了..? 哈哈.."

" 断背山..??"

我到底想要什么?

2006-04-25T23:01:00.000+08:00

近来不断地在想同样的一个问题: " 该去深造吗??"

很钦佩我们的一个朋友想做就去做的作风.
他辞职了, 也不找另一分工作, 就干脆深造去了.
也有几个半工读..而我还是没有什么计划..似乎很没想法..到底我对自己的要求是什么呢??
我真的不知道..很失败吧..

或许我要求的只是一个平凡的生活..

圣淘沙半日游

2006-04-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

今天闲着没事干, 约了肥仔JACK, 弟弟兴, ,到圣淘沙去走走..用我的PMP SAMSUNG i6 拍拍照..好无聊..哦..好无聊.

"Me & My Girl"

"友谊万岁: Me, 大头强, 肥仔JACK"

"肥仔JACK!! 你在干什么??!!"

要求

2006-01-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

是我要求的太多.?.还是你觉得我没有要求..?

..我很不开心..

Just Feel

2006-01-02T12:18:00.000+08:00

节奏匆促的现代社会，每个人的脚步越来越匆忙，心灵却越来越疏离。
越来越多人在不同的城市间奔波，却不知道哪里才是自己的归属
越来越多人游移在不同的感情关系中，却还是觉得孤单
想追求的越来越多，却不知道哪个是自己该有的方向。
得到的好像也越来越多，却始终还是觉得心里有个缺口。

祝你幸福

2005-11-02T00:40:00.000+08:00

看着你背影模糊你的微笑早已失去了温度

其实心里最清楚再也无法为你付出
　　
已经走到这一步我想我们真的已经迷了路易域风情　　
终点永远到不了最后只好举手认输　
祝你幸福除此以外我还能送你什么礼物　

以后的每一天我会微笑为我祝福　　
祝你幸福早就知道就算怎样留也留不住
　　
不如就此放手让你自由也祝你幸福　　
祝你幸福除此以外我还能送你什么礼物
以后的每一天我会微笑为我祝福
　　
祝你幸福早就知道就算怎样留也留不住
不如就此放手让你自由也祝你幸福
从此以后你是你我是我再不会抱着你哭
也不用担心我我会认得回家的路途

能干, 善良的人一个一个地离开

2005-10-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

*From Left: Anthony (ex-engineer), Supervisor Teong & Me*

最不想发生的事情终就发生了...
今天,收到我的其中一个Supervsior 的辞职信..他说他挣扎了很久...最终他因为家庭的因素,他选择了回家乡..而且他也有了新的工作..
感觉很伤心..他可以说是我在公司里最要好的帮手..最好的导师..我在公司的首三个月, 是他一个人在旁协助我..真的很不舍得让他离开..或许聚散在人生是很平常的..但是就是有那种失落的感觉..
要走..终究要走的..
希望你在新的工作上找到突破吧!!

身边的另一段悲痛故事

2005-09-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

今天又听到令一个分手的故事..一个同事.. 也算是蛮好的朋友的一段故事..
好多年的感情了..最终还是离不开分手的下场..唉..

不想问她太多的问题,只知道问题发生了和她所做的决定..她有她的理由..我相信..

突然觉得, 每个COUPLE, 是不是不可以拍拖太久呢? 该结婚的时候, 是不是该有一点点的冲动..?
因为这几个月来所发生的身边故事, 分手的都是曾经在一起很久很久了的..

还在一起的...珍惜身边人吧 ~

Leaving of my dear leader ~ KharLing

2005-09-06T22:43:00.000+08:00

She is always the SuperStar for us !

Her Last Day in HNS.
FareWell Dinner for my Leader ~KharLing

Though only worked with her less than one year time..I found she is actually a very nice girl..a nice sister to me...
She helped me a lot in work...taught me a lot of process related issue...and more importantly..."how to work in the correct way "...I really appreciated what she gave me during these days..
Khar Ling , All The Best !!

家家有本难念的经

2005-08-31T23:42:00.000+08:00

向往有个理想的家庭..
没有争执...
没有烦恼...
简简单单...

其实没有问题的家庭, 到底存不存在呢?
俗语不是说家家有本难念的经吗?
最近,我深深感受到了这句话的意思...

每当我彷徨的时候, 都好想依靠着你, 想你陪着我, 即使帮不上忙,你不说话也没关系..就只想那样依着你休息一下...

我的妹妹

2005-08-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

今天想说说我妹妹的事...
刚才拨电给妈, 得知妹妹想要辞去现在的工作, 加入直销的行列...
妈不是太赞成, 我也不太同意..可是她却说为什么我们不给她机会去试一试..
放弃一份两千块钱的工作, 加入一个没有固定收入的行业..是否该试一试?

说真的, 如果是我自己, 我也要想很久..
做为人家的哥哥, 这次有点难到我了..
或许该好好和她谈谈吧, 再看看如何...

记忆还是回忆?

2005-08-12T01:02:00.000+08:00

有没有人可以告诉我..到底什么是记忆..什么又是回忆..?

当有一天你突然想起一个曾经出现在的生命中的一个人, 这算是回忆吗?
当有一天你看到一个人而想起另一件事, 这算是记忆吗?

还是...突然想起意味着你已经忘记了那个人,那件事了..?

这次, 或许是回忆吧..

朋友与同事之差

2005-08-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

今天有点纳闷, 工作上与PROCESS部门的同事有点小冲突，害他们被老板骂了一顿．．
大家现在都有点不爽我了．　唉．．．以后怎么办事呢？？

私底下跟他们蛮好的，　可是今天真的是他们的错，　我的下线又向我报告，　我真的左右为难．．
到底该不该向他们的老板说．．因为这已不是第一次了．．最后站在ＰＲＯＤＵＣＴＩＯＮ的立场上，　还是决定做坏人啦．．可是现在又有点内疚．．好闷～～～～

鱼与熊掌，不能兼得．．该如何取舍？

Hokkaido Trip

2005-07-24T21:06:00.000+08:00

*TOMITA Lavender Farm*

A big whole field of purple color lavender, what shown in the picture just only one smallpart of the farm ..It's really a nice scenary !

PART II: 从新出发！！！

2005-07-24T20:13:00.000+08:00

这个ＢＬＯＧ将随着我们再次启动！

REFRESH : After the Japan's Hokkaido trip.

RESTART : You & I

*To my friends that willing to share and give valuable comments to me when I was having hard time, U know Who You Are ;)

Yoz Dudies,

Thank You so much for all your supporting comments and time when I feel like to talk.

My pleasure to have such a understanding buddies like you !!

The End Of The Story

2005-05-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

--------= THE END =----------

在你心中有这样的一个人吗？

2005-04-27T00:38:00.000+08:00

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。

也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
.
他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心他，总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。也是可惜，也是遗憾！但还有没有可能是另一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友

人的一生会遇上的四个人

2005-04-25T20:40:00.000+08:00

人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。

第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人，
第三个是最爱你的人，
第四个是共度一生的人.
首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉；
因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；
当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，
也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。
但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人；
你最爱的，往往没有选择你；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。
你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？
没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；
同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。
当一个人不爱你要离开你，
你要问自己还爱不爱他，
如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；
如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了，
而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？
爱不是占有，
你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里，
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，
让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，
如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏：
爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，
绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，
万一变不成就不爱他了。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，
你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。
毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；
分开是一种必然的考验，
如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输，
真爱是不会变成怨恨的。
两人在谈情说爱的时候，
最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓，
就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人，
而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际：
海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱!
明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒；
就算会，也活不到那时候。
许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言，
最好是承诺做不到的事，
反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧，
请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人”
在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套；
讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。
你呢？找到了第几个？
茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？

HNS D&D 2005

2005-04-25T00:33:00.000+08:00

HNS's D & D 2005

My Department ~Production

好多话想说, 却说不出口

2005-04-25T00:22:00.000+08:00

祝新生活愉快.....
一切尽在不言中...

好无奈

2005-04-20T23:03:00.000+08:00

渐渐体会到, 原来好人真的很难做.
世界上想要两全其美是更难...
有时候,我不想做出一些我知道会令一些人难堪的事情...
可是,如果让出了这一步, 我更知道到最后挨骂的还是我..
要做令别人难堪,自己好过的决定...
还是...???

大家都是在找口饭吃而已..为什么要彼此苦苦相逼呢?
我一个人, 要我怎么挡那么多剑?
你们把我逼上绝路, 就不要怪我无情..

老板..快点回来吧...小弟顶不顺了..

我加入的篮球队

2005-04-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

My Basketall Team" CoBrAs"

No "17"

联赛上个星期终于开始了, 原本想要的"十一"号,给一个肥仔拿去了..哈哈..
比赛终场, 加时赛输了一分, 好可惜啊..
下一场更难打..应该会输得很惨..对到上届冠军队..

I live My Life

2005-04-12T15:25:00.000+08:00

I LiVe MY LivE ~!

Accidentally found this poster..designed by my buddy Piere 2 years ago during Industrial Attachment (IA) period..Tht's a cool one !!

The fellow beside me is my another buddy, he always like to call himself "Pirate" ..haha..so, you can call him so..or you can call him" Lan Sai Miao" if you think tht's earsier to remember..keke..

受不了的"好消息"

2005-04-10T18:52:00.000+08:00

唉..今天一大早就被我的supervisor吵醒了..他一一报上了"好消息"给我知道..受不了啦!!

1) senior supervisor himself didnt follow instruction given by process engineer and caused some human mistaken...sigh..

2) 4 box of wafers going to scrap due to equipment and process issue.
The shipment will be delay for this product..WTF..i am the person incharge of this product. Tomorrow sure wil get pressure from Department manager..sigh..

3) Got a joker throw a new chemical into the chemical disposal cabinet, of which the chemical will be use for my module process...Tomorrow need to investigate again..sigh..

以为这就完了吗? 唉..这也只是一部份而已..
中午时候, 又接到两通电话..放过我吧!!

4) The compressor of chemical freezer was faulty, temperature
inside freezer raise up and this might caused the chemical cant not be used and have to be dispose...another thing to follow up tomorrow..sigh..

5) someone accidentally hitted the equipment emergency button and caused the machine hang..currently still under troubleshooting..if lucky, the amchine can recover tonight..if not have to wait for anotehr few days..Last similar incident caused the machine down for 1 week !! this time around we cant affort that due to capacity problem..sigh!!! hopeuflly this will be the last thing i need to follow up tomorrow...no more call pls !!

我真的衰到底了..嫌我不够忙吗? 想我死吗??..@#$%^^&*!
神啊救救我吧 !!

我最近忙些什么.

2005-04-10T01:10:00.000+08:00

近来都很忙..上个星期几乎每天都加班..有时下班时,都已经是晚班的休息时间了..

唉,有工做, 当然好啦..但是最近真的有点受不了..工作份量越来越多, 多也不用紧, 都是一些吃力不讨好的垃圾工.下星期有AUDIT, 又得忙个没完没了,周末也得回去加班..明天下午, 又再喝 Office 的咖啡了..

感受到一股莫名的恐惧感..越来越接近..老板下个拜五, 就开始她的十天的长假了..整个module就剩下我一个人..不对, 应该还有一个"若影若现"的日本老板..哈哈..很怕..加上最近公司出了一些小状况, 很多紧急会议需要出席..从另一方面看, 这其实是一个很好的磨练机会, 唉..希望我撑得过这十天吧 ! 千万不要出事..TOlong !! Tolong !!

还以为出来做工,就不用再做Project & Presentation 了, 怎么知道, 最近大老板要求我们五个manufacturing engineer 做一些 project for production line improvement and turn around time improvement..唉, 已经够忙了, 还要我们做这做那..真的以为我有两双手吗? 伤脑筋..

还有..还有..我要增肥!! 今年目标65KG!!

生活的定义

2005-03-23T00:44:00.000+08:00

生活,平凡就会快乐吧..

其实可以简单地过,可以不用想太多, 不去在意别人的看法..

想太多, 很累...

有人说, 要为将来打算, 生活才会有保障..可是计划太多, 又是否可以做得到?

不想再有任何的承诺,计划, 只想到有时候一切并不在我们掌握之中..

人的一生里,有遗憾是难免的..只希望这些遗憾会让该得到幸福的人幸福 :)

All New ~!

2005-03-21T22:58:00.000+08:00

New Pouch ~!

New Man ~!

Free Calender Poster By New Man `!! keke..

New Hifi ~! O yea

New Hair ...but still me..! haha,,

My Company Big Issue

2005-03-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

Since yesterday my company, HNS encountered a serious problem, whole production line stop and that's caused a huge lost ! around 400k per day !!

The supply of O2 from TGN (gas supplier from jurong) suspected to have contamination and causes the wafers have abnormal waveform, more than 50% wafers in the line & ard 170 machine affected ! The sampling result showed that there's N2 contaminated in the gas tank, the root caused was found today as well. There's N2 residual inside the tank at supplier side when they purging in O2.

Today the whole day the line still stop..Untill midnight only partial release the machine for production again...sigh...I can foresee that tmr gonna be a busy day..got to plan how to recover the lost and rush for month end shipment for customer..

Today received a resign letter from a specialist..tried to talk to him and want him to stay back but seem like nothign gonna change his mind..mm..may be i am not persuasive enough?

爱疯了

2005-03-13T11:29:00.000+08:00

* 疯狂与清醒的界线痛苦和幸福的拉距点　　
飞跃之前我们都有能力选择《终点》或是《起点 *

迷失了自我

2005-03-06T04:41:00.000+08:00

不知道自己到底在干些什么..不知道这样做是无心还是有意..有点茫然..

接二连三的夜生活,感觉有点吃不消..却又不想让自己有停下来的一刻..只想让自己忙起来..

同事门安排了很多节目, 都有叫我参与..也好吧..认识多一点人和事..Life still goes on ~

回头只是没有结果的期望; 再对你的好只会带给你隐隐的痛; 那么就让我们把以往爱的大门关上吧.

*不管男人还是女人心动的那一刻　就是一种永恒思念的那一刻　就是一个整天*

I should..

2005-03-02T22:41:00.000+08:00

Aih..nowadays no more sms alert from her..feel very unused to it..

Know that you need times to balance your mentality.. I should understand your feeling..I should not get into your life anymore may be for sometimes.. just not to make you feel hard and uneasy again..

I think that's the only thing I can do for you...take care ~

The door of happiness is locked and I deserve it ..

Over the Weekend

2005-02-27T22:42:00.000+08:00

UH..I should be sleeping now..but because of too hungry (didnt eat dinner), i have no chocie but wake up to cook maggie noodles ..haha..

Well, I think I really fully utilized this weekend..untill become slightly abnormal..let's see what I had done over the weeekend:

Friday night (25/2):

Went to Kallang to eat porridge with my TPJ buddies(TPJ ..?? haha..suddenly recall of it..Tetrapak Jurong): Piere, Didi & Miao.
Right after the dinner, we met up muscleman Linzan at Clarke QUay for drinks..
Damn it !! almost all pubs were fully booked on tht day and some of it need to QQQQQQ for one hour !! Finally, we get ourselves sit at INDOCHIME..Wow, the interior design of this pub is very unique..Next time we can go for another round guys ~!
Around 11pm, we left the place and 4 of them went back home, and I went to meet up my colleagues at Orchard and went to DISCO at "GOOD WOOD PARK"..
haha..this was my 2nd time only since I came to SG 4 yrs plus ago...keke..
After soem drinks and shaking shaking in the disco...we went to have supper at NEWTON CIRCLE..then only head back home at ard 5am..tiring ..haha..

Saturday & Sunday (26,27/2):

Woke up at 1130am..haha..suppose to meet up a financial planner at 10am..but cant make it..
Today was "family day"..keke..Linzan,Kinnasai,Kajai and me went Clementi for lunch..
when walking down the street ...recalled of some sweet memories that I had spent with her :)
Nothing much changes, the only thing changed is ur relationship..I cant hold her hand anymore when the next time we go back there for lunch..
After lunch, we headed to SimLim and search for my computer..
End up I spent $780 for the CPU unit. by the time reached home it's already 8pm..
SPECIAL THANKS to Linzan, CCY and BOBBY for helping me to fix the computer..

Around 11pm, Miao, PY, Bobby, SY, YY came to Blk 449. Bobby bought supper to treat us ! Thanks dude..hehe..got noodles,roti prata,5 smell, dau fu fa..
After the supper..there 's comes the hightlight of the night..haha...
we start gambling..Ginami first..then follow by black Jack..
We played untill
2am, SY& YY left...Bobby, PY carry on with BIG 2 with Kinnasai, Miao and me..haha...1 hour later, Bobby&PY also left.
Then Linzan joined and the Gambling Engine" start again..haha..we continue to play untill around 730 am !!..haha...Though all of us very slpy and tired, but there was always some funny acts from Linzan...haha..tht's the main reason to keep us awake..LinZAn...Thanks ler!! You Are the Winner of Joker of The Night..

Early in the morning, we went to SunShine to have our breakfast..Bought her a pack of noodles and bring to her place..hopefully you like it ya :)
By right should slp after the shower, but promised my friends to join them for badminton at 11am..so, I have to keep myself awake untill then .. Today played quite badly..haha..totally no energy to move and pick up the ball..keke..reached home at around 3pm..shower..then SLEEP untill just now..

The whole weekend never rest..CRAZY ME ~~~
Another week gone ~~

Time to Sleep again ~~~

第三篇

2005-02-22T22:29:00.000+08:00

忙了一整天..好累..只想快点回到家..

以为让自己忙起来, 就可以什么都不去想..只可是只要一刻停下来..好多好多的记忆又会浮现脑中..哽咽的感觉又来了..唉..好讨厌自己..

答应了朋友会加入他的篮球队, 参加四月份的一个联赛...希望看到你来支持我..

手放开

2005-02-20T20:59:00.000+08:00

不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开

既然你决定了, 我不会再强迫你..我也不忍心再看你受多一次伤..
不管我多么多么的不舍, 我想让我离开你的世界, 你会好过些..
原谅我一直以来的任性,无理取闹..

你我的承诺, 好好照顾自己...
我会很珍惜那些有你陪伴的日子..

Cheers ~!

迷茫

2005-02-20T11:51:00.000+08:00

以为自己可以很萧洒的放下..原来都不是...

是我做错了决定吗?

是不是可以什么都不理?

是不是一切可以回到原来?

我不知道..但是我会想办发..

我也不想你为我而烦恼, 可是为什么偏偏那个人会是我?

因为你, 我做了很痛苦的决定, 看着一段不应该结束的感情离我而去, 该怪你吗? 是你的错吗? 不是你,不是我,不是她,没有人有错, 那么为什么呢? 难到这就是所说的天意弄人?

请..如果要判我死刑, 至少你要让我死得甘心..

最痛的决定

2005-02-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

三年多的时间..一切就因此而结束..我怎么会甘心..

可是如果问题始终没有办法解决,虽然很痛, 我想让你离开, 对你会是公平一些,好一些..

很感谢你这三年多来的照顾, 体凉, 爱..一切一切..

没有我在你身边的日子, 答应我..好好照顾自己..

希望以后你还愿意吃我煮的饭..

衷心的祝福~

无题

2005-01-12T01:53:00.000+08:00

刚下班,回到家里,又是漆黑一片了,大伙们都睡了,突然看到"日本人",突然又不见了,一定又在讲电话了..

好累好累..最近老是觉的在公司被人压..很不爽..可是又没的发泄..很讨厌那些人用RANK来压我..可是我又只能忍..悲哀~~尝试看开点..

学友出歌啦..虽然是口水歌.还是很好听..很不一样的感觉..
陶吉吉也将出歌了..好期待..

自从开始工作后..便很少和朋友聚在一起了.所以打算新年前搞一次聚会..BBQ? 火锅?

2004 X-Mas

2004-12-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

Still thinking whether I have make a right decision not to go back KL during this x-mas holidays..

Yesterday half day .. initial plan was go have lunch with colleagues then go bacl and send Pat to Golden Bus ...but end up went back home directly after work as too tired...the day before worked till 12am..only slpt 5 hours ..

Went to City Hall alone after Pat get into bus...so damn crowded..
hang around for an hours then went back home .. bought a beers and some snacks and planned to enjoy myself at home..

Did all the houseworks...and laying on bed...suddenly colleagues called and asked me to go Orchard for count down..finally i got somewhere to go but not staying at home alone...

Have a lot fo fun there..haha..the crowds were crazy..and very happenning everywhere .. by the time reached home alerady 330am..

drinking beers now while typing this blog..haha..a bit blur blur..bye bye

爱一个字

2004-12-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

爱上一个不该爱的人和被一个不该爱的人爱上是不是一样的?

爱上了..还是被爱了..一种痛苦..一种享受..

哈哈..我在说什么啊..?

又是夜阑人静的时候

2004-11-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

听着Chet Atkins 的" Why worry"..纯纯的音乐..有种舒服的感觉..

从刚才到现在,心里似乎还在摸索着一些东西,到底我想要的是什么..?

不知道那是一种享受...还是一种折磨..??

不知道..我真的不知道..

寻找遗忘的方式

2004-11-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

很多时候很想忘记一些事情,一些人,一些回忆,但是越是想忘,就越难办得到,或许...等到有一天我突然想起那件事,那个人,那些回忆的时候, 我想我才真的把这一切给忘了..

突然好想听张信哲的一首歌.."好久没有你的信..好久没有你陪我谈心...怀念你柔情似水的眼睛...."

Blur Sotong??!!

2004-11-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

今天真是糊涂, 一共搭错两次车,加上昨天的一次, 一共是三次了!!! 不是坐过站,就是下错站..妈的..发神经了~~~I am blur sotong, am I? Yes..I am..haha..

今天基本上去公司只是去上课,明天和拜一还有..可是为什么还是加班呢?? 唉..赶报告咯..每个拜四都是这样的..上了巴士后, 才发现自己的糊涂还没完没了..我的报告竟然拿错资料,糟糕!!! 明早老板就要去开会了 !! 为了安全起见, 我决定明天六点起床上班, 希望可以及时完成啦...要不然..我也不知道会怎样..应该会死到很惨吧..哈哈哈..

不只不觉,周末又来了..拜六可能要回公司, 礼拜就约了同事打球...下个拜四就可以回家了..宝宝..我来了!! 等我吧~~~~她会唱歌了, 那天拨电回去,她竟然唱"客人来"给我听..爽快!!!哈哈...

糟糕的一天

2004-11-03T19:49:00.000+08:00

今天凌晨, 应该是四点多吧, 突然被吓醒,才发现自己躺在桌上睡着了. 关了电脑,灯才躺下睡过..一睡就睡到早上十点多了..准备该带的文件, 就离开家了..在SUNSHINE前面等巴士,172..要到JURONG POINT 的医务所拿体检的报告. 到了那里,护士小姐就问我为什么这么久才来拿??? 很奇怪,都没有收到任何通知,我又怎么知道呢? 唉...

之后,就搭MRT到金文泰去吃午餐,走了一圈,买了一碗猪杂肉骨茶,还蛮不错的..再来喝一杯KOPI-O冰..
大概中午一点许, 就再搭MRT到SUNTEC CITY去拿护照..可是太早到达了, 两点半才可以拿,可是我到那里时才一点四十五, 没办法咯, 等吧...

两点四十五, 终于拿了新的护照,糟糕!!! 怎么新的和旧的号码不一样的??!! 不是应该一样的吗???
拿出流动电话,发短讯给志强问一问,原来是自己吓自己, 更新后的号码是不一样的..唉..
突然老天又下起雨来,跑啊..

从SUNTEC CITY到LAVENDER本来只需五分钟的时间, 可是我却用了三十分钟,唉..因为我上错列车,可是自己却没发现,两个站后, 我下车了..感觉有点陌生, 走来走去,却不知道自己该往那个方向走, 外面还下着大雨..怎么办??? 后来问问控制站的服务员,才恍然大悟这里是SUMERSET,不是LAVENDER..天啊??!!!我到底在干什么???!!!

到了LAVENDER移民厅时已经是三点多了, 拿了1740这个编号, 看看墙上的编号已经是1731 了, 想应该很快的, 1738...1739..1741???!!! 竟然把1740给忘记了????不管 !走到柜台前问拿个人, 他也没说对不起, 只是叫我再等一下..~!@#$%^&**&^%$#@!

四点了,终于到我了,以为可以完成了PR, 怎么知道..."请明天早上再来一次吧!我们今天没办法处理你的文件,太多人了..." 天啊...我到底做错了什么???!!! 心情降到了谷低..

无奈..彷徨..又上了MRT,不知不觉在CITYＨＡＬＬ下车了．．拖着沉重的心情走到商场大厦．．突然觉得很久很久没有自己一个人出来走走了．．以后的日子还会是这样的吗？？．．．

好久没写了

2004-11-03T01:34:00.000+08:00

自从开始工作以后,每天的生活就是,工作和睡觉而已..加班又加班..回到家里,室友们睡的睡, 玩电脑游戏的继续玩, 养鱼的养鱼,看戏的看戏..有时候根本没机会跟他们讲一句话..

现在是凌晨一点四十六分,三十分钟前刚回到家, 好累~~因为明天请假去申请PR, 所以得在今天把手上紧急的工作给完成..听着柔柔的音乐, 很享受似的,虽然很累..Phil Collins " One more Night"很好听呢 !

最近都睡的不是很好, 盖上了双眼, 但是脑海里就是不断的浮现出一些奇怪的画面..不知道是我想多了吗? 还是真的事情就要发生了? 有点烦..真的是想太多了吗?? 不去想不是很好吗? 真犯贱!!

很想家,很想念家里的宝宝,很想吃asam laksa, loh mee..

The Best Idea I Ever See !

2004-09-19T18:16:00.000+08:00

haha...next time u can make one for yourself when u get baby...not an bad idea, right?

cool ~

beh mat yeh beh ..len zai

Badminton Session

2004-09-19T13:53:00.000+08:00

Though start working for 2 weeks, but still dont know much about the peoples in HNS..no time and no chance to get know of them..Well..yesterday was the ice breaking day for me, I joined them to play badmitnon at Woodland Sports Complex...Desmond, Ah Fong, 文静(a guy..haha), Edmon, Madeleyne, Koh and Brenda (sound familiar..hehe..) . After that, we had meal at Causeway Point..wow...the "泡菜酸辣汤" is very delicious ..next time can go to try out !
it costed 4 bucks included rice and a big bowl of soup..

Am I Able to Survive ?

2004-09-08T20:42:00.000+08:00

hmp..only started working for 3 days...but I already think " am i able to survive in the company?".."will i regret to choose this manufacturing engineer (ME) job?"..I start suspecting my abilities...

today suppose to learn something from the engineer who going to resign on 2/10, afte this I am going to take over his job...But, he was on leave on Tuesday..and today I thought I can see him but he took half day MC leave again..sigh...think he is trying to clear all his annual leave...but then how about me????!1 after he leave i am be the only ME in our department (photolithography)..while other departments normally have 2 MEs...duh ~~ and the way those MEs talk during meeting are really demanding and strict..next time will be my turn??? !! OH MY GOD ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!
and they like to push the resposibilities to other people..everyone is afraid of taking any risk ...sigh...dont know when I will be trick by them :(

the only thing make me feel better is that the employees mainly are Malaysians, and they speak cantonese in office ! haha...even my manager speak cantonese with me..

if anyone of you are doing ME job..please feel free to share your experience with me...I have to learn something to protect myself..

1st day in HNS

2004-09-06T21:24:00.000+08:00

Today was my first working day in HNS.. had orientations and company tour guided by different supervisors..slpy throughout the orientations..just sit there and listen to their introductions like lecture in NTU :(

late in the afternoon, the HR bring me to my departments..wow...all engineers were sitting there...saw a senior who stayed in hall 4 also at teh same department as me..but no chance to say "hi" to him..may be tmr ..

sigh..today heard another friend's friend resigned from the company..I really can feel the workload now even i haven start working yet..hopefully i wont getting skinny after work....else my gal said going to dump me ! wuuuuuuuuu...

tired...time to slp ..

终于不用唱那首歌了

2004-09-02T19:40:00.000+08:00

"就让我站在风中..痴痴为你等.." 这首歌, 终于可以告一段落了..

I went back to KL last weekend and came back this morning by train..yesterday when I was driving, I received a call from Hitachi Nippon..Yea !! they offer me the job. Today I went to sign the employment letter and went to apply PR and body check as well...very tired ..

Well..my housemate just told me that his friend just resigned from the company due to heavy work load everyday..and she is also fresh graduated from NTU..oh no..I just about to start working but she already TAK BOLEH TAHAN ..I think same thing will happen to me very soon...and let see how many months i can tahan ..the department head had already told me be prepared to work very long hours during the interview..since i decided to take the offer..顶啊!! Blk 449 going to be silent city soon...perhaps u guys still able to see me alive on sunday and have meals together ..

Interview@Hitachi Nippon

2004-08-25T19:23:00.000+08:00

This morning took one and half hour to reach the company..phiew..it's start raining when i just entered the company's lobby..thxxx god..else I am going to be "落汤鸡" before the interview start .. The company is so damn biggggg..hohoho...but the distance from my place is so damn farrrrrrrrrrr..well...if only get the offer..哈哈哈 !!

I actually asked the manager do I stand any chance for that position after the interview. She told me everything is looking good..But same thing again, need to wait for 2 weeks for the result..无奈! I went for few inetrview..almost every company told me the same old thing..唉!! Normally if din get noticed within one week..actually I know what's going on LA ..hopefully this time there's a good news for me ..

Review of today interview: (manufacturing eng.)
1)tell me something about yourself
2)how do you range yourselfe in communication skill? (from 1 to 10)
3)how well your negotiation skill are?

忙了整天..还是一个字.."等"..就好象一首歌.."..就让我站在风中..痴痴为你等.."

Fighting Fish

2004-08-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

Bought a fighting fish few days ago at "千湖鱼场"..this is a very well-known fish farm in Singapore..the farm even provide transport at few pick up point to fecth the customer ..well, the fish farm is actually just located 10 mins drive from my place.

After I get my job and have the money..I'm sure I will buy a big tank and put it in the living room..haha..but now..I'm so poor ~~

fighting fish

Interview@Possehl Electronics

2004-08-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

Finally today I able to reach the company on time and no need to take cab. Phiew ~

Possehl is a Germany Comp (semicon also)which have plants worldwide, can considered as a big company also..but the plant in Singapore just cant compare to those Semicon Giants like STMicron, Tech..etc..

The department manager was interviewed me today..Oh no ~~ his face look so strict and demanding..he asked me some thing that I have learnt during my studies..haha...but i think i answered pretty badly .. Do I stand a chance to get the offer? I am no idea about that, just knew only 5 persons are shortlisted for interview. So 20% chances la..

While on the way back to BoonLay interchange, the bus was passed by SONY..Sigh ~~ I really wish i could work there ! 看得到,吃不到,伤心叻!!!

Review of today interview questions: ( for process engineer)
1) tell me something about yourself (standard)
2) what have u learn in your QA module? (a bit unexpected)
3) do you have any experience on design experiment? (unexpected as well)
4) do you know about FMEA? (totally lost..haha)
5) why you put your expected as u stated? ( i only put $2300 le..)

Mango Pudding Specially for Pat

2004-08-21T10:54:00.000+08:00

yohz !!yesterday I made the first pudding in my life ! haha..why I will have such mood to do that? well..for myself, i wont purposely go to make one if I really want to eat ..just because my gal was very down yesterday and do not have appetite to eat anything..So, I decided to make the Mango Pudding which is her favourite dessert to made her happy again...No appetite?? no problem..i boiled the "开胃汤" for her..and it's work..i found she ate quite a lot yesterday..hehe..at least let me feel that I did was worthwhile..

Tht's Puddding for her ~

Interview@SDS (Sony Display Device -Singapore)

2004-08-20T00:26:00.000+08:00

Phiew !! Today almost late for the interview because I missed the 1230pm bus to boonlay interchange, and only after 15 mins the other bus was coming..but it's already 1245 !! I suppose to reach the company by 130. So when I reached the interchange, i decided to take cab to the company...Thanks GOD ! I able to reach there on time though it costed me 5 bucks ..

APa la..today interview need to do olor blind test..so funny !
Totally 4 peoples were interviewing me...3 engineers and HR manager. Wow ~~ this was the first time i being interviewed by 4 peoples..a little bit GANJIONG !! I think overall my performance was quite ok..just may be one question i answered in a wrong way..perhaps this wont affect their decision to grant me a chance for 2nd interview LA !! The engineers even told me there might have 3rd round interview by the MD whom woild like to ask technical question directly..OMG !! But..if only i selected LA!! haha...

Did not put much hope on this after the HR told me they received more than thousands applications and currently they still openning the position but there are only 2 vacancies !! DUh !!! so, 2 out of 1000 ...if only i am so lucky...I were be the millionaire now LO !!

Whatever the result is it..I am pleased I had a good interview experience today..
AND come back to job searching again...

My Lovely Patricia

2004-08-17T21:59:00.000+08:00

Patricia..my lovely gf :D I do enjoy the time with her..

no doubts there're up and down in our relationship..but we able to passed through it for the last 3 years..thanks dear ! for your encouragement and consolating whenever i need you ..

Let's work hard together to get our first job !

my love & I

My Little Tortoises

2004-08-17T12:42:00.000+08:00

Bought 2 little tortoises few weeks ago with Zirong..haha..both of us just feel boring at home and try to get something for entertainment..hehe

well..till now we still not sure what is the sex for the little tortoises...but we all suspect is one male and one female..Why??!! due to some of their dairy action..see the photo below and u will know..haha

last 2 day bought a pack of sand to build up a dry land for them..so that they will have a nice palce to enjoy sun shine ;P..

PLs do not disturb !

byebye

Graduate Memory

2004-08-15T03:11:00.000+08:00

Went back to university today to take photo with convocation gown ..haha..after 4 years of studies in NTU, must keep some memories right? Hmp..but only able to take photos with another 2 friends, Piere & Didi ..the rest of our gang had already took the photos 2 weeks ago. I missed out the photo session due to a walk-in interview at STAT (Singapore Technology Assembly Test)..Sigh..think the chance was gone also since no reply at all till now..I should go for the photo session instead of the interview !!!

Well..let me share some of the photos which i took today ~~

Yunnan Garden's Bridge ~my hostel just located opposite of this garden :)

Yunnan Garden

Gee, Didi, Piere

Yes ! Finally I am graduated !

DaMN Computer !!

2004-08-15T02:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I'd spent up the whole night to "play around" with my computer. Last few days an error message" System encountered serious problem .." was keep popping up on my screen..and right after the error message, my computer will auto restart. This driving me mad !!! So, i decided to format it with help from my fellow housemates ..*Special THANKS to Slayer & Linzan*

Then I used another few hours to download and install those essential softwares..Duh ! this make me slept at 5 am ..Hopefully this format will make my computer sustain for the next few months..

BAd and GOod News Before End of A Week

2004-08-14T03:02:00.000+08:00

By today I should know the result for my project engineer interview, but still didn't receive any call from the company, I doubt I am selected for the position..Sigh..though the company is small but i am interested with the job scope..Sigh..

"RING RING RING..."" GOod Morning, I am calling from Sony Dispaly Device regarding your application for product engineer..." HoHoOho..Sony called and asked for interview next thursday..But..frankily, i dont really like the job scope as it's required AUTOCAD knowledge, of which i hate the most..however, nowadays getting more desparate to look for a job, and that's why I applied for it..

Weekened is approaching, but nothing special to me as everyday is just like holiday to me ...haha...trying to get something to do ..may be will organize a farewell party for Bobby who is going for job training next tuesday..

Oh ~~ My Funny HouseMate

2004-08-13T16:44:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a historical day for my housemate ("LinZan"), that's was his first time to cook..and it's a meal for 5 peoples!! ...we all suspect if he able to cook a meal for so many peoples and we thought supper is a must on that night..haha..

But he really make it !! though it's just fried noodles, we all were quite satisfied with his first time..keke..and saved money for supper also.."lin zan"! geng !! 3 CHEERS for you !!

if any girls looking for a muscle man with funny characteristic.."lin zan" is the man for you !!

"LinZan" first time

a serious face har??!

Uh !!

Birthday to Gee's Heaven ! Hurray !!

2004-08-13T08:00:00.000+08:00

Hohoho ~~Finally I created my own blog ! was planning to do this few weeks ago, but only untill today I determined to finish it..haha..Hopefully I have the motivation to update my blog frequently after today;P

Well, today going to cook "Mee Hun Kueh"..first time in my life..hope that my housemate not need to go for supper tonight :)